[It makes Crow sick. He really doesn't want to do this. He hates it, and he hates more that he can't say with certainty that he wasn't ordered to carry out this experiment just because of that. That his superiors know he's been helping Rean here and there and are reminding him where his loyalty is supposed to lie.

But even if that's true, he's going to follow through. There are things he needs to accomplish, and a cynicism that makes it hard to believe in a better ending. So he crosses his arms and watches Rean with no expression, no sympathy at all.]

How do you feel?