[Which is not very threatening from a guy who is half starved and already flopping over. He's exhausted. And he's starting to feel it again, the cold, the shaking, the crawling under his skin.
He's clinging to trying to look normal, to having Crow here. He doesn't want to look away from Crow. What if he's left alone again?
He also knows Crow has seen him at his worst but right now the idea of falling apart is dreadful and humiliating. It should be better. He should be better. Everything should be better, now. And in a way it is, Crow's stopped things, but his body is already pretty messed up. He's reaching out, to catch Crow's wrist even while he has to let his eyes close against the spinning of the room.]
Don't... Don't go anywhere.
[Don't leave him alone again. Even if right now he also wishes Crow couldn't see him.]
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[Which is not very threatening from a guy who is half starved and already flopping over. He's exhausted. And he's starting to feel it again, the cold, the shaking, the crawling under his skin.
He's clinging to trying to look normal, to having Crow here. He doesn't want to look away from Crow. What if he's left alone again?
He also knows Crow has seen him at his worst but right now the idea of falling apart is dreadful and humiliating. It should be better. He should be better. Everything should be better, now. And in a way it is, Crow's stopped things, but his body is already pretty messed up. He's reaching out, to catch Crow's wrist even while he has to let his eyes close against the spinning of the room.]
Don't... Don't go anywhere.
[Don't leave him alone again. Even if right now he also wishes Crow couldn't see him.]