[Crow sighs, sitting up and bracing his hands on his knees. Having Rean say he's hot is nice. The idea that this could be a relationship is nice. But he's getting that sense of being an impostor again -- he doesn't belong here. There's no reason for this. It shouldn't all work out.
But they're friends. Classmates, Rean would have said back then, and there's only so much lying a man can do. He's telling himself over and over "you owe him, Crow Armbrust".]
Y'know, I wouldn't be here if not for you. Not just because you saved my life, or brought back my memory, or chased me all that time, but... because you made me want to see my own future. This'll probably piss you off, but I feel like I owe you more than I could ever possibly pay. I don't have anything anyone would want, but I have myself, so if I could give that to you... But I didn't kiss you because I owe you or anything.
[Hahahaha not even a little... No that's definitely an element and the awkward laughter is a tell, but that's far from the main reason, which is:]
I just always liked you, even if you're a dweeb. I know, whatever I'm chasing myself in circles about, I never have to doubt you. And honestly, I have no clue what I want to do with a future, or if I really even want one, but I do know that if I'm going to stick around, it's you I want to stick to. I'm not really the kind of guy to go on about the stars in your eyes or cheesy stuff like that, but... eh. You can extrapolate on your own. I'm just telling you, I'll follow you wherever you go, whatever you want to do. And to be honest I'd be in your bed in half a second if you just snapped your fingers. It's dumb, but... when it comes to you, I'm not joking.
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[Crow sighs, sitting up and bracing his hands on his knees. Having Rean say he's hot is nice. The idea that this could be a relationship is nice. But he's getting that sense of being an impostor again -- he doesn't belong here. There's no reason for this. It shouldn't all work out.
But they're friends. Classmates, Rean would have said back then, and there's only so much lying a man can do. He's telling himself over and over "you owe him, Crow Armbrust".]
Y'know, I wouldn't be here if not for you. Not just because you saved my life, or brought back my memory, or chased me all that time, but... because you made me want to see my own future. This'll probably piss you off, but I feel like I owe you more than I could ever possibly pay. I don't have anything anyone would want, but I have myself, so if I could give that to you... But I didn't kiss you because I owe you or anything.
[Hahahaha not even a little... No that's definitely an element and the awkward laughter is a tell, but that's far from the main reason, which is:]
I just always liked you, even if you're a dweeb. I know, whatever I'm chasing myself in circles about, I never have to doubt you. And honestly, I have no clue what I want to do with a future, or if I really even want one, but I do know that if I'm going to stick around, it's you I want to stick to. I'm not really the kind of guy to go on about the stars in your eyes or cheesy stuff like that, but... eh. You can extrapolate on your own. I'm just telling you, I'll follow you wherever you go, whatever you want to do. And to be honest I'd be in your bed in half a second if you just snapped your fingers. It's dumb, but... when it comes to you, I'm not joking.