Rean Schwarzer ([personal profile] reanbeanmachine) wrote in [personal profile] filetofish 2018-04-30 07:01 am (UTC)

[He's blushing again as Crow talks, taking a deep breath at the end.]

It's a lot isn't it?

[A lot to consider. A lot of feelings. Complicated. But they're talking now so that's good, they'll untangle this in no time if they keep at it.]

For the record, if you borrow mira from me I'll definitely charge you ten times the interest of last time. But... When it comes to chasing you down, that was pretty much all for myself. I refused to let you go because I didn't want to, so you don't have to feel like you owe me for me doing something I was doing despite you rejecting my meddling. I'd do it again, too, even if you told me not to. You're already stuck with me, you don't have to feel obligated on top of that, you know?

[But then there's the rest to address, and he looks down at his hands and then up at the sky and he doesn't feel his cheeks getting any less pink. Oh well.]

It's not like that's not... I mean. [Crow in his bed sounds nice, Rean has a normal sex drive he's just abnormally... Considerate and serious.]

Look I don't know what I'm doing. With any of this. But I know I like you, and if you're serious about this, I want to be--[an item? Lovers? Boyfriends? He gives up on the word for now.] Together.

But since I really haven't dated before, I want to take it slow too. I need to figure this out and you're going to have to help. And talk to me more, like this. It's a bit scary but also exciting, and I know if we just talk things out it'll work out.

[And maybe if he's not stressing about Rean so much Crow will eventually develop a passion for something else again. But one thing at a time.]

So, um, I guess this is basically... Would you like to go out with me, Crow?

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