[Fortunately for his very first costumer Rean isn't going to make it that easy on himself, biting his lip before more words can escape. Instead of begging he just whimpers and moans, tries alternately to pull away from the fingers pressing into him and push back against them.

He wants this yes but he hates wanting it. He's clinging to whatever he can of himself, to the thought that this isn't him, if he can just overcome this and not let it break him... He doesn't want to prove them right, at the very least, that he's a whore.]