[That's awful. Thanks he hates it! But it's important to learn from others trying to help him right? He closes his eyes, not even sure what to say. He wants to save all of them from this. Himself, Gaius, anyone else here. He can't do that if he doesn't make an effort but it's going to be hard, even soul crushing, and he knows it.]

Thanks. For telling me. I think it helps to know...