[Crow doesn't mind Rean not seeing through him. In fact he prefers it that way. He doesn't want to talk about it -- his insecurities, his doubts, the constant background noise telling him it's all a lie.

It'll all come to a head someday, probably. But until that day, he has no intention of spoiling Rean's happiness with his own problems. He's too afraid the fantasy will go up in smoke.]

You can revive me next free day.