[Yes this is fine. He was trying to tell himself he didn't want Rean to hug him, but now that he's doing it even a little that painful warmth is opening the floodgates.
In Rean's arms he can breathe. But with that breath comes all the emotions held in his chest, so as soon as he exhales he just collapses. He didn't pass out from holding his breath so clearly instead he'll just almost pass out from not holding it.
All at once his legs go out from under him, but rather than slip out of Rean's hold he just drags Rean down with him, so he can shove his face against his neck and hold onto him so tightly his nails are digging in to his back. He's shaking like a leaf, just from the release of pressure, and he doesn't know whether he's more happy or more miserable in this particular moment.
He's not really being helpful with the "tell Rean what this is about" thing yet though, since all he manages to get out is a bit of common knowledge.]
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In Rean's arms he can breathe. But with that breath comes all the emotions held in his chest, so as soon as he exhales he just collapses. He didn't pass out from holding his breath so clearly instead he'll just almost pass out from not holding it.
All at once his legs go out from under him, but rather than slip out of Rean's hold he just drags Rean down with him, so he can shove his face against his neck and hold onto him so tightly his nails are digging in to his back. He's shaking like a leaf, just from the release of pressure, and he doesn't know whether he's more happy or more miserable in this particular moment.
He's not really being helpful with the "tell Rean what this is about" thing yet though, since all he manages to get out is a bit of common knowledge.]
I died.