[He's so tired. He can't stop shaking but at least he's stopped crying, and is trying to prevent starting again by telling himself he's already never going to live this one down.]
All I ever did was hurt you. All of you. Why did I-- [get to come back, after that] I'm just not such a forgiving person. So I don't get why you keep forgiving me. If I'm just a copy, then I get it even less. You can't even know if anything I tell you is me, or just what's programmed in. Even I don't believe me, so why do you?
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[He's so tired. He can't stop shaking but at least he's stopped crying, and is trying to prevent starting again by telling himself he's already never going to live this one down.]
All I ever did was hurt you. All of you. Why did I-- [get to come back, after that] I'm just not such a forgiving person. So I don't get why you keep forgiving me. If I'm just a copy, then I get it even less. You can't even know if anything I tell you is me, or just what's programmed in. Even I don't believe me, so why do you?