[At this point Crow's just as likely to drop the entire sexy concept as to advance it, with Rean in the room. It's a toss-up. Depends on how it goes. On the one hand he's already turned on and he's been aching for ages to move things farther with Rean. On the other hand he's not exactly done with the existential crisis and instability thing. Rean's been pushing two totally different buttons, between the fantasies and the romance and the vulnerability and the talking about distance...
Crow feels pretty messed up, in some really drastically contrasting ways. He doesn't know whether he wants to crawl onto Rean and fuck away the anxiety, or if he wants to crawl onto Rean and just cling to him. Both prospects are equally enticing. But for now he's staying in the bathtub, slid down as far as he can go without just putting his head under.
All good things in time, right? Right. So no more being ridiculous.]
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[At this point Crow's just as likely to drop the entire sexy concept as to advance it, with Rean in the room. It's a toss-up. Depends on how it goes. On the one hand he's already turned on and he's been aching for ages to move things farther with Rean. On the other hand he's not exactly done with the existential crisis and instability thing. Rean's been pushing two totally different buttons, between the fantasies and the romance and the vulnerability and the talking about distance...
Crow feels pretty messed up, in some really drastically contrasting ways. He doesn't know whether he wants to crawl onto Rean and fuck away the anxiety, or if he wants to crawl onto Rean and just cling to him. Both prospects are equally enticing. But for now he's staying in the bathtub, slid down as far as he can go without just putting his head under.
All good things in time, right? Right. So no more being ridiculous.]