[Please End] Crow Armbrust ([personal profile] filetofish) wrote2018-04-27 01:15 am

PSLS BECAUSE GAY

[no icons, many SPOILERS for trails of cold steel/sen no kiseki. there's also a lot of gross shit so watch your step.]
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-21 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
[He startles at the grab, going still and tense.]

What?

[None of that made sense, not even the courtesy part.]
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-21 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
[He nearly collapses at how much those fingers hurt, tears blinding him as his breath catches.]

I don't know what you're talking about!
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-21 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
[He didn't fail to notice the pain when he woke but the experience certainly isn't there in his memories.

The pain is here now though, and he's whimpering. He'll fall to his knees if Simon lets him.]

N-no.... stop-!
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-21 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
[He is shaking as he catches his breath, the pain shocking through him but not as bad as being pressured.

He looks up at Simon in horror.

If he refuses he'll just be forced to do this, yet he can't seem to make himself move forward willingly. Even with Gaius's warning about adapting, his own assessment of how that's the only way to survive, he just can't bring himself to move.]

I don't understand how you can find this arousing at all. What is wrong with you?!
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-21 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
Don't do this.

[He's moving towards Simon despite himself. He knew this would happen and yet it still sucks. It sucks that he's reaching for the man's cock, sucks that he's leaning in to lick him and take him into his mouth with not yet professional aptitude but certainly a promising potential.]

[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-21 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
[He can't respond except with a really cute distressed noise as he gags on Simon's cock. He can't even pull away he can only awkwardly cough and choke, fingers curling at Simon's hip, desperately pushing but robbed of the strength to do anything but indicate this sucks.]

[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-21 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[He gags and chokes, swallowing but coughing which is not a great combo.

He hates this, he hates how used and dirty he feels. The way the man pulls his hair and threw way he's obedient against his will, taking everything and wanting to cry with how gross he feels about it.]
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-21 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
What...?

[What potential. Potential in what way? He's not sure he wants to finish the question though, add he catches his breath.]

If this is your training program it sucks.
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-21 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Something less... this. Less rape. At least like, reading material? Instructional videos? Some kind of pamphlet explaining the training regime so it isn't entirely baffling and horrifying. You could cut out the baffling entirely, maybe work in more horrifying, I guess, since that's your thing.

[Well his mouth seems up be working again just fine.]

[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-22 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
[He does struggle, definitely surprised by this man's strength as he pushes and kicks at him, trying to get away. Not even with hope that he'll make it, Judy instinctive fear and self preservation.]

Not really but maybe I'd know what you're even trying to accomplish here! Breaking someone's spirit, is that even useful?
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-22 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
[He yanks on the cuffs. Every touch feels like it's crawling over his skin, he hasn't gotten over feeling like touch is horrible and frightening.]

So you what, make it so awful anyone is eager not to get punished?
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-22 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
How long does that take?

[What a horrifying thing to look forward to. He doesn't want to end up okay with this. Not at all.]
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-09-22 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
[Well that distracts him from the other stuff because he's screaming. Wednesday the fuck what the hell he's dying? Only he's not.

He feels like he is.]

Stop! Stop stop stop-!

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