PSLS BECAUSE GAY

[filetofish]

[no icons, many SPOILERS for trails of cold steel/sen no kiseki. there's also a lot of gross shit so watch your step.]

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[filetofish]

Good.

[Agreeing at all is already an improvement. It's a good sign. Rean will break, eventually. For now the wand is being switched to the same pleasure mode as yesterday, and run along Rean's thigh. This is a test.]

Tell me how it feels.

[awakenerd]

....

[Cooperate or it's back to feeling like he's getting murdered. It takes a long time to drag the words out past the shame and humiliation, but in a very small voice he manages:]

It feels good.

[filetofish]

There you go. It's not that hard, now is it?

[Great! He's pausing, then, to undress Rean properly. They have a lot to do. He might even have someone come work on Rean again tonight.]

[awakenerd]

It is, actually.

[It's really hard to say, in fact! It feels soul crushing. Not because it's true, though his body betraying him doesn't help. But just cooperating in his own humiliation sucks.]

[filetofish]

But you can do it.

[Once he has Rean exposed all the way he takes the wand and runs it down Rean's neck.]

[awakenerd]

[It's horribly vulnerable being naked and tied up under someone who doesn't see him as anything but a thing to train for money. It's seriously dehumanizing.

Worse is the way that feels good anyway, makes him whimper and arch under the touch.]

I...

[He doesn't know if he can do this, if he can try to play along. He wants to apologize to Gaius really, for trying to give him good advice he knows he can't really follow.]

[filetofish]

Don't hold back.

[He keeps going, only slowing to let the tip of the wand linger over Rean's nipple.]

[awakenerd]

[Caught between being unable to beg for it and unable to ask for it to stop and get pain again, Ream just starts crying.

It feels good, yes. But he's genuinely miserable.]

[filetofish]

You'll have to learn to control that, too. But it's fine for now. Get your crying done early.

[But he's not going to stop for it. He's taking it down to tease at Rean's inner thighs, close but not quite touching his cock.]

Perhaps tonight I'll arrange a client that likes it.

[awakenerd]

[His breath catcheswith his sobs at the continued pleasure. Even worse is the idea of a client though and he shakes his head in mute terror.]

I can't...

[ruinatings]

It's not your choice.

[The wand moves down again, teasing at Rean's entrance just a little before pushing into him.]

You'll do what you're told. But if you want to argue, I'll give you the full experience of a rebellious whore.

[awakenerd]

[He inhales sharplyat the invasion, squirming. It feels overly good, making him gasp and arch, toes curling into the mattress.]

...!

[This is bad enough while he's drugged. He doesn't want to have worse. But the idea of someone getting off to him crying is really gross.]

[filetofish]

What do you say, Rean?

[He's fucking Rean gently with it, watching him squirm and loving it. But he's sort of hoping Rean doesn't crack too much, because it'll also be fun and profitable to let him experience the worst possible scenario.]

Are you enjoying this?

[awakenerd]

[Fortunately for Simon Anna his profits Rean isn't far gone enough. He shakes his head, face averted in shame because it feels good but he hates it.]

No.

[filetofish]

No? So you are rebellious.

[But he's not stopping. Just sweetly fucking him, making it as pleasant as possible.]

[awakenerd]

[His body is responding quite well, even eagerly. He's got a talent for physical things, pleasure included it seems. But his mind is a mess over it.]

I'm not enjoying it! It doesn't matter how good it feels!

[filetofish]

Now, now. You should say you like it anyway. That's your job.

[Not that he can hide it, with the way he's reacting. Simon takes his free hand and runs one finger along Rean's cock, teasing him gently but persistently.]

Your body is obedient. You should let it make the call for you. Stop thinking about anything else.

[awakenerd]

[He jerks at the touch, trying to get away even though it feels perfectly pleasurable.]

I can't! I can't shut my brain off that way!

[filetofish]

[If Rean's going to struggle he'll just summon hologram hands to hold him still, gripping his hips painfully tight as he's touched, pushed further into pleasure with no way to escape it.]

Everyone thinks they can't, at first. But if I were you I'd embrace what you're feeling right now. Later tonight isn't going to be nearly so nice.

[awakenerd]

...!

[He gasps, forced down by more hands and it's nightmareish with memory. Yet all the while his body is responding just the way Simon wants, and he hates it.]

This is just--sick!

[filetofish]

Yes, yes. Stop talking, Rean. Just feel.

[He's enforcing that order, too. Rean can make sounds but he can't say words anymore. He can only react.]

[awakenerd]

[Fine he'll make noises!! Angry aroused noises. He can't distract himself from what's going on though so it's not going to take long of this before he's ready to come, anger turning more desperate than furious.]

[filetofish]

[OF COURSE that's right where he stops. He pulls the wand out of Rean and stops touching him, banishing the holograms so all that's left is the physical handcuffs.]

It's a shame you're so uncooperative. Maybe I'll leave you like this for your client.

[awakenerd]

[He growls in frustration. Not the, you know, disturbing growl of that other form but just, frustrated.]

This is so stupid.

[filetofish]

Give it time.

[He is actually uncuffing him though.]

Go get cleaned up. You'll be entertaining in an hour.