PSLS BECAUSE GAY

[filetofish]

[no icons, many SPOILERS for trails of cold steel/sen no kiseki. there's also a lot of gross shit so watch your step.]

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[awakenerd]

You don't get it.

[He's not forcing it, he's a little loopy and very very turned on and kind of dazed just from a kiss but right now any touch is amazing and he'll lean into the hands on his shoulders.]

I won't let it be a mistake.

[filetofish]

...You're so stubborn.

[He's going to pretend he's caving. He is, sort of. Halfway, in that he's going to let this happen. That might make the betrayal he's planning worse, but if it gets them to the point where Rean's safe, he'll accept that. It'll just be the cherry on top of the guilt sundae.

Right now though he's smiling a little, sadly, and cupping Rean's cheek in one hand.]

Are you sure you want this?

[awakenerd]

[He's leaning desperately into the touch. Much as he wants to have the self-control and poise to be not a drugged out mess, he doesn't. He can't willpower through his own neediness into the strength he knows they both need from him, so he'll just have to rely on his stubbornness to make sure it'll be fine in the long run no matter what.

Which is more instinctive reasoning than conscious thought right now, when he wants Crow so much it's crowding out other thoughts entirely.]

How many ways do I have to make it clear I want you for you to believe me?

[The whole "I love you" issue is another thing he can continue to address forever but like, currently, wanting Crow is tied as much to lust he knows he's not in control of as it is to his own love for him.

To illustrate though he'll just try to climb on Crow.]

[filetofish]

Whoah, okay, I believe you!

[He's not pushing him away this time. Just leaning back to settle more, and gently putting his arms around Rean's waist.]

I'm just being careful.