[He's leaning desperately into the touch. Much as he wants to have the self-control and poise to be not a drugged out mess, he doesn't. He can't willpower through his own neediness into the strength he knows they both need from him, so he'll just have to rely on his stubbornness to make sure it'll be fine in the long run no matter what.
Which is more instinctive reasoning than conscious thought right now, when he wants Crow so much it's crowding out other thoughts entirely.]
How many ways do I have to make it clear I want you for you to believe me?
[The whole "I love you" issue is another thing he can continue to address forever but like, currently, wanting Crow is tied as much to lust he knows he's not in control of as it is to his own love for him.
To illustrate though he'll just try to climb on Crow.]
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Which is more instinctive reasoning than conscious thought right now, when he wants Crow so much it's crowding out other thoughts entirely.]
How many ways do I have to make it clear I want you for you to believe me?
[The whole "I love you" issue is another thing he can continue to address forever but like, currently, wanting Crow is tied as much to lust he knows he's not in control of as it is to his own love for him.
To illustrate though he'll just try to climb on Crow.]
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[He's not pushing him away this time. Just leaning back to settle more, and gently putting his arms around Rean's waist.]
I'm just being careful.