[Please End] Crow Armbrust ([personal profile] filetofish) wrote2018-04-27 01:15 am

PSLS BECAUSE GAY

[no icons, many SPOILERS for trails of cold steel/sen no kiseki. there's also a lot of gross shit so watch your step.]
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-06-25 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[He sighs and leans forward, catching Crow's hand and wrapping both his around it.]

I'm still mad at you for that. I thought we went over talking to me. But we'll figure this out and I can yell at you about it at my leisure then, okay?

[He's mad. He's really upset. He's scared. But now isn't the time to read Crow the riot act. That can wait until the danger is gone and Crow's back in good health.]
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-06-25 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I plan to get angry. I'm not holding back because I'm giving up, you're getting an earful when we figure out what's wrong and fix it.

[He's not going to entertain the idea they can't stop whatever is happening to Crow's body, so it's not an issue.]
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-06-25 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
No, you can anticipate the chewing out you're going to get. Maybe making you stew is part of the punishment.
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-06-25 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

[His voice is steely.]

No more lying to me, Crow. No more keeping things to yourself. Best case, this can be handled fast. But if it takes a long time, if we're struggling to keep you together, then that's all the more reason you need to talk to me.

I refuse to lose you. Today, tomorrow, next week, next year. I know you have the dedication to thwart an army if you put your mind to it, so put your mind to staying with me.
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-06-26 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's reaching out to gently move that arm.]

No time we spend together is wasted. But I don't want to spend my energy being mad when we have other more important things to deal with. You've been keeping this to yourself so long, you've probably been freaked out enough that nothing I say compares.

I just... don't lie to me anymore.
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-06-27 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Crow.

[He tries to tilt Crow's face towards him.]

Hey. Don't hide from me.
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-06-29 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
Okay. Talk to me?

[If Crow's mad or upset or whatever, he wants to be there to listen, to support him, he wants this relationship to work, long-term, forever kind of work. That means he absolutely can't let Crow die, for one, but also he needs to get Crow to open up to him more.]

[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-06-30 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Me too. But this isn't going to stop either of us, right?
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-06-30 12:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm.

[He can't blame Crow really. He's going to run his fingers through Crow's hair.]

I can't say I'm not mad too.
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-07-17 10:31 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Any ideas what?

[He's all for Crow moving forward with his life. He wants it more than anything, except Crow living, that's definitely the very number one priority.]
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-07-17 11:03 am (UTC)(link)
Don't start a casino. I'm going to get married to you just to divorce you if you do.

[It's a joke but also like, something he's been thinking about a lot, maybe not the way to let that slip. But it's kind of a stressful day?]
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[personal profile] awakenerd 2018-07-17 11:43 am (UTC)(link)
I... Yes.

[He looks at Crow, serious.]

I mean, I'd like to. If you want to think about it, I was going to bring it up eventually anyway.

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