[Please End] Crow Armbrust (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
filetofish) wrote2018-08-10 05:14 pm
filetofish) wrote2018-08-10 05:14 pm
Question Meme!
For H (Crow) in Imeeji!
or ask about gaius in b&s or lucky in sidereal if you want
For H (Crow) in Imeeji!
or ask about gaius in b&s or lucky in sidereal if you want
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Basically just like Phoenix H is wondering how much of his crazy was just ghosts and how much was a magnifying of his own personality/emotions and is very very self-critical right now. With Sanguine it's in some ways worse and some ways better than other people in that like. He knows his possessiveness was proooobably just ghosts because he hadn't spent that much time with him or had any emotional ~moments~ yet. On the other hand that means it's even more embarrassing that he got so wrapped up in it.
He does think they can work it out but he's still too awkward to try. Annnd like with Shuten he'll understand VERY MUCH that Sanguine & Phoenix are close and that he himself drove them closer but he's gonna be... jealous of both... But again with Sanguine he can chalk more of that up to the game itself. But then on the other hand if those feelings towards Sanguine are "fake" then maybe so are all his other feelings of attachment to everyone. So he's almost scared to even talk to Sanguine in case it somehow proves that fear right. Like if they work it out and he has no jealous feelings then clearly it means he doesn't actually care about anyone beyond the jokes he's been making before the game, and he's just a crazy person by default!
He does care though and they were getting along before hand, so he's just freaking out rn. Later on and if they DO talk more, even if they never talk ABOUT betrayal, he'll get more comfortable in those feelings of just... wanting to be friends and spend time together. It's just a lot of guilt and confusion in general.