[If he keeps up the jokes he won't have to address all the actual scary feelings hearing that brought up. Aside from the warm butterflies thinking of a future together...
That's right. He already died. He can't be too sure of anything after that. And more, he can't imagine dying after Rean. Of course Rean doesn't deserve to watch Crow die again, and of course it's just a joke, but the very idea of Rean dying, even decades from now, makes him want to throw up.
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[If he keeps up the jokes he won't have to address all the actual scary feelings hearing that brought up. Aside from the warm butterflies thinking of a future together...
That's right. He already died. He can't be too sure of anything after that. And more, he can't imagine dying after Rean. Of course Rean doesn't deserve to watch Crow die again, and of course it's just a joke, but the very idea of Rean dying, even decades from now, makes him want to throw up.
Not that he wants to tell Rean that.]