[Please End] Crow Armbrust ([personal profile] filetofish) wrote2018-04-27 01:15 am

PSLS BECAUSE GAY

[no icons, many SPOILERS for trails of cold steel/sen no kiseki. there's also a lot of gross shit so watch your step.]

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-01 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Why does he have bad taste??]

Yes?

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-01 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[Why does he like this dumb gay. He leans down and kisses Crow gently, even though he sighs first, because Crow!!! But he likes kissing Crow, he can't deny that.]

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-01 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I know.

[He's not dumb, mostly, it's obvious Crow didn't do it meaning to upset him. He's convinced, always has been, that Crow is a good guy. Just kind of a messed up one.]

But thanks.

[Because he doesn't want to dismiss the sincerity.]

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-02 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh. He goes a little red with pleasure, looking down at Crow and feeling his heart flutter. He really does love this man, as frustrating as Crow can be. He drops his forehead to Crow's, smiling with absolute fondness.]

You dumbass. If that's how you feel, stop running from me all the time.

[He exhales, meeting Crow's eyes.]

I love you too, you know.

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-02 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
[He lines this, this soft intimacy with Crow vulnerable and trapped beneath him, it's nice, it feels secure and perfect.]

I wouldn't hearing about it.

[Gently teasing. He won't make Crow spoil all his feelings, but he sure wouldn't protest on hearing mushy things.]

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-02 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
I'll get you to tell me one day.

[He says with easy confidence, turning to kiss those offending fingers.]

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-02 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
[As flattering as that is, and it does make him turn red, Crow is much less impressive and suave when a blanket burrito that Rean is laying on. So he just kind of smirks triumphantly.]

At least I can do something to frustrate you, it's only fair.

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-02 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no, whatever will you do?

[Again the dry amused sarcasm of am unrepentant Rean.]

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-02 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, but how are you going to reach the bath when I'm using you as a pillow?

[He's definitely blushing but Crow isn't getting away that easy.]
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[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-02 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
Sure, tell me all about it.

[So Rean says, but he's pulling the pillow over Crow's face to muffle him again.]

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-02 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[It's not that he's not making mental notes, he definitely is, but also, that's a lot for a poor boy who is embarrassed just reading smut.

He finally rolls off Crow and gently kicks him off the bed.]

Okay okay you made your point. Go away.

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-02 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Why did he let Crow take the bathroom?? Shit. Tactical error. And now, after Crow's very graphic descriptions, he's just going to be thinking of what Crow is going to be doing in there...

He flops back with a defeated groan, pulling the pillow over his face. Maybe he can will his own boner away with meditation or something.

Except instead of clearing his mind and focusing his breath his mind keeps wandering back to those fantasies Crow shared, sure the ones with Crow taking the more active role sounded nice but he gets the feeling the ones where Rean's in charge are the ones Crow is really invested in. Or maybe that's just Rean? He can't tell if it's his bias talking or not.

He'll never know if he doesn't ask though.

So he rolls off the bed and approaches the door, knocking loudly enough to get Crow's attention. He doesn't care if he's interrupting! His own arousal is Crow's fault and since he can't take care of that right now Crow can deal with being questioned.]

Hey. Which of those things you said are you thinking about right now? Answer honestly.

[personal profile] reanbeanmachine 2018-06-02 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
[Rean does. And he's crossing his arms trying not to imagine what Crow looks like right now, just leaning on the wall next to the door as he talks through it.]

I'm not kidding. I want to know what you're actually thinking about. I don't really have any experience so none of my fantasies are as elaborate as yours, and I don't know what I actually like. But I figure... I'll learn with you, and it's not a bad place to start, thinking about and I guess eventually doing the things you're really into, until I figure out what I really like, and then we can do both.

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